I had to keep myself from laughing out loud the other day while talking to an older couple at one of the waysides in the Shenandoahs. They were asking me about what I was doing and a whole bunch of related questions. The thing that made me laugh is when she said, "Oh my goodness, you must be having so much fun!" I laughed because I have had fun on the Trail, but that is certainly not the overwhelming feeling day to day or moment to moment. I constantly am glad to be doing this and realize it's something not a lot of people are able to do and I'm so thankful for all the support from so many people, but that doesn't mean it's "fun". The last couple weeks have been hard.
The terrain and the trail through the Shenandoahs wasn't bad compared to what I've already done, but I found myself completely exhausted and feeling overwhelmed regardless. A lot of thru hikers call the wall that people hit on this part of the trail the "Virginia Blues", but I called mine the 900 Mile Fatigue. It wasn't only a physical struggle, but mentally I was wondering how the heck I was going to get to Maine if I was that exhausted before I even reached the halfway point.
But I've been letting my body rest the last week or so. After I was out of the Shenandoahs I spent a night at Terrapin Station Hostel then slackpacked (hiked without my pack) 24 miles south in order to still get miles but get to sleep at the hostel a second night. The next day the hostel owner dropped me where I had started the day before and took my pack up the trail 14 miles north to Bears Den Hostel so I could slackpack there and spend the night. From there I slackpacked to Harpers Ferry with a trail buddy, Sisyphus, courtesy of her father. I arrived at Harpers Ferry, the so called psychological halfway point, on Wednesday. I was the 180th Northbound hiker this year.
Since Wednesday I've been doing a work for stay at a farm near HF, in order to kill time and let my body rest from hiking, before my friends arrive on Saturday. I'm really looking forward to spending the weekend with them. By the time Monday rolls around I'll have spent 8 consecutive nights sleeping indoors and 7 days without having carried a pack on the Trail. It is absolutely what I need. I'm already feeling excited about hiking again on Monday. I just needed a physical and mental break.
How could I not want to see sunsets like this for another 2 1/2 months?!